Family

Family to me is sort of an awkward thing, most of it is gone or doesnt speak to eachother anymore. My father died three weeks before i was born, and for some reason, that side of my family i guess blames my mom because of it, so we, for the most part, lost contact of one another. And on my mother's side, my grandma died a few years ago of cancer and my uncle introuble over drugs. I'm the youngest of three kids and the only one who still lives at home. I'd like to imagine my dad never died, and possibly none of this seperation would have happened, but i guess ill never know. So i guess family isn't so important to me as id like it do be.

Monday, August 24th

Today is just a normal day, going to school, and being extremely tired. Then after school probally going to my friends house or calling my girlfriend, like every other day of the week. The only thing i could look forward to is the weekend to see my girlfriend or catch up on some sleep.